Emptiness creeping in!!!!!!

Its like u r caught in a maze and simply do not know whats goin2 happen next and what will turn up in the next turn of events.....I have been waiting rather all of us at office are awaiting something to happen i mean i keep wondering why did we ever come to Mumbai that too after packing off all the family members...all the pains and leaving aside the bachelor pleasures aha.I sit and contemplate why this should happen to me and boy may be my luck that i am here compared to those guys in the field,well luck has come to those with a quarterly appraisal...all this makes me feel like a dick head sitting all day listening to music going thru some MIS bull shit and SAP to name it ....all crap .The very essence of having a job is lost all my credentials to the drain.... All the marketing,all the sales all the targets, all the jubilition all the weekend parties all the fuck all jokes by the bosses and the forced laughs we used to have.My god i miss the field for all the world.....
Well Kochi the next stop is i guess more happening in terms of Job awaitng a dhamaka to happen in our lives hope hope hope is the only thing we live on....
Well is it that we are very submissive to our own state of minds and being..well maybe no we are awaiting something optimistic..... A silver lining on a drak cloud ahm ahm????